So I hadn't been blogging for days because I'm sick of coming online after being online for 7 hours in school everyday. Sigh, yesterday was good. Movie with classmates and I finally get to see to M about how I feel about him. I really wanted to shout at him but I told myself this is not KC. You're not calling the shots anymore. My classmates told me "one vulgarity, 10 cents!" Sadly, the day before wasn't that great. First, handphone strap broke. Second, laptop broke down. Third, my pendant from my necklance broke. Fourth, I tap wrong e-z link card. Tell me, how suay I can get. Sometimes, I don't feel like seeing anybody, anyone. Yet when I do, they disappoint me one by one. I feel that everybody is changing or is it me? I seem to be drifting from everybody one by one. Now I'm scared, scared that I will fall for him again after what happen. I can't, everything is different. Life sucks, no drugs.